I'm not very dedicated am I? Just a bit stressed out I suppose

Been taking each day as it comes. I haven't been feeling so great, its like all of the pregnancy symptoms I didn't have last time, are here this time full force. Andthis child really is a trip! earlier i gave him a couple oreos and he came up to me and got cookie all over my shirt, and i said look what you did and he said WOW so i said yeah, thats your cookie, and he said MY COOKIE and tried licking it off


Tomorrow is Alex's 2nd birthday! 2 years ago at this time I was in labor. maybe one day I'll type out my birth story, I have it written down somewhere in a journal that I've got around here. We are going to playworld for his party, not sure who is showing up, but I'm sure he'll have a blast and that is what counts!


and to the 30 day thing....


Day 12 - A picture of someone you miss.
how to choose 1 person I miss? I miss a lot of people!

This is my Aunt Janet. She passed away 3 years ago, I miss her a lot. I wish I could tell her I was pregnant, and I wish she could see how freaking adorable Alex is. I know she'd be sooooo happy for me! I could say the same for Aunt becky, or my grandma and grandpa too. I miss them all.



Day 13 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

I would LOVE to go on a cruise to somewhere tropical and swim with dolphins! I don't know if it will ever happen since my husband is allergic to the sun, but a girl can dream right????

haven't been back for a few days....

I've been really stressed out and really tired. I'm about sick of my family, they're nuts! I don't need the aggravation in my life, if they want to be stupid and drunk, well be stupid and drunk but keep it away from my kid and myself. Oh and no one can tell me who I can and can not be friends with. I'm sorry, that does not work with me. Try it with someone else!

Now to make up the 30 day things, I have a few days to make up for! oops!

Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why. (Friday's photo)

Short term goal, not to gain too much weight! I'm eating for 2, but come on! I'm eating every 3-4 hours to keep myself from being sick. I feel like a hippo!

Day 09 - A picture of your most treasured item. (Saturday's photo)

My family is my most treasured possession! They come first in my life, everything else comes after. 

Day 10 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most. (Sunday)

Stanley, Thank you for sticking with me throughout the last 10 years. I know we've been through a lot, put up with a lot from my crazy family, lost a lot of great people, added a lot of new people, and we've made it. I've made it because you've been there. I love you and appreciate you even if you don't realize it.

Day 11 - A letter to someone. (Monday)

Dear Grandpa, You've been gone almost 2 years now! It is really hard to believe, especially since I think of you all the time. I dreamt about you just the other day, we were in your old trailer, and I knew you were dead, but you were haunting the front closet! You were really happy for me to be pregnant again and gave me 20 bucks. Dreams like that keep you alive for me! They sure are strange, but not unwelcome. I miss you so much, and I know you'd be really happy for me and Alex and stan to be expecting again. You'd really love Alex, he's such a trip! 

Crazy dream.....

 I had a dream that I bought a used sewing machine from a thrift store, it was on sale for 2 packages of candy, the model was called flushing daisies because it had daisies on it, but it was shaped like a toilet. I was trying to figure out how I was going to get it home because alex and the dog were in the car and the machine had a large case that wasn't going to fit, but I didn't want to leave it at the store! It was so strange, but I was soooooo in love with my toilet sewing machine!


I'll be back to do the daily thing, I just wanted to get the sewing machine thing down. I haven't figured out what my short term goal for the month is so I gotta figure that out!


ETA: alex is running around with the brobee hat and granola bar box on his head going brrrrrow brrrrowwww he's so silly!

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Well I think this one would be easiest to answer, but really its not. My mom has had a huge impact, Stan's helped to shape me into the person I am today, Grandpa was a huge contributer to "me" because he was my strongest male influence growing up. But I'll have to go with:

MONSTER MAN!

He is a monster, but he is my life! He's the reason I wake up every morning, besides having to pee and feeling like I'm starving to death. And it is usually because he's waking me up before I'm ready to get up! He is funny, and amusing and  a snot, he can be annoying, cute, shock the heck of of me. This kid has had the biggest impact on me! 

Great story today, about 10 minutes ago I sat back down from cleaning up a HUGE MESS! Monster butt decided to lock himself in his room, how I don't know! I put a block in the door jam to prevent it from closing! He figured it out anyway, and went in there and decided to pull over the 3 gallon fish tank (full of water, no fish!) OVER HIS HEAD! Fun stuff right there! Now he is in bed, he wants to be in his room so bad and make messes, he can go to bed! I love nap time. I think he's forgotten that on Monday he hopped out of the crib  5 times, he hasn't done it since! Hope he doesn't for a while :) 

Day 06 - A picture of something exciting that recently happened to you.

I'm sleepy today, so I don't think I'll be very witty today. Maybe later if I wake up, I'll have something cute to post, Alex woke up extra early so he's sleepy and I'm sleepy, so nothing is funny to me today.


The most exciting thing thats recently happened.......

I've already mentioned I'm pregnant on here, but still this was the most exciting thing recently. I found out on February 2nd, that we're expecting our 2nd baby. And since then time has really slowed down! Its just dragging and dragging, and it might have something to do with me being so tired! I just don't feel like I'm sleeping good, and I'm having crazy dreams and Alex wakes me up. I'm a mess. 33 weeks left to go!

Make a pregnancy ticker

Day 05

As this is so early in the morning, I can not guarantee there will not be more than 1 post today!

Yesterday Alex learned that he can hop out of his crib! I tried to put him down for a nap, he hopped out. Put him back, hopped out again. Took 5 times before he actually fell asleep! A friend of mine brought over a toddler bed, I told her I was going to buy one and she said she had one for me! YAY! and FREE! Alex went crazy over it, while it was in the living room anyway! Put it in the bedroom and he didn't want anything to do with it! He slept in his crib, no problems. I think it was too dark for him to hop out! We're going to order the Go, Diego, Go toddler bedding set! I think he'll like the toddler bed much better when its a Diego bed!

That's all I have for now, so on to the day 5 thing!

Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you've been to.

This is Crater Lake, OR. I went there when I was 9 years old, with my Grandpa. It was the most beautiful place I've seen. The water was so blue. It was amazing! I remember seeing chipmunks running and pretty much flying over the edge of the cliff, so I was wondering where they were going. My grandpa yelled at me and told me if I go over, he's leaving, no point in even trying to fish me out because I wouldn't survive! I backed off quickly when he said that! I loved that trip to Oregon. We had a lot of fun, fed and was almost bit by a sea lion, played in the enchanted forest, slipped on rocks and scraped my leg in the ocean, tried bringing starfish home, but grandpa told me they'd die and would make my luggage stink........oh and we brought home a yorkshire terrier named Big Boy. It was a great trip.

Yesterday was a crappy day, let me tell you why!

Last night Alex went to bed, an hour later as I was getting ready to go to bed I heard him messing around. I thought it was odd, he doesn't normally take so long to fall asleep. As soon as I opened his bedroom door I smelled it! Turned the light on and found my son playing with his crap! He was digging it out of his diaper and playing with it. I had to give him a bath and clip his fingernails to get it out from under them. UGH, just what I love to do before bedtime!

So on to this morning, he made me laugh, I figure it was to make up for the crappy night. He came up and started poking my boobs. He said "BOO" and poked, "BEE" and poked the other one, BOO BEE BOO BEE.......where'd he learn boobies? hmmmmm



And to continue the 30 day thing:

Day 04 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

True Blood. I CAN NOT wait for the next season! It is probably one of the only reasons I want to keep my digital cable subscription! I enjoy a lot of shows, mostly crime dramas, CSI, Criminal Minds, Law & Order:SVU, but I'd have to say True Blood is my favorite show. I liked Weeds a lot, I tried getting into Dexter but he's so creepy, and it creeps me out LOL. So I'll be hanging on to the edge of my couch for the new season of True Blood. Can't wait to see what crazy crap they come up with this time!